So, I had a mini-break down yesterday. I was put on BCP for the past 2 months due to some leftover follicles/cysts from my overstimulated cycle in November. Ok, that sucks but fine. However, during both of my months on BCP I had breakthrough bleeding while still taking the pills. This month I had it during the 3rd week of the pills, and then when I was done the pills and supposed to be getting my period I didn't bleed! So now today I was expecting to be on day 3, going for US and blood and gearing up for more injections, but instead I'm probably being put on another month of BCP! WTF!? I'm not getting any younger (in fact I'm having a REALLY hard time dealing with being 30...I hate it. I feel like time is running out for so many of my goals -mainly to have a BIG family!).
Also had a "wonderful" time (NOT!) at my MIL's house yesterday, SIL is pregnant and all anyone can do there is criticize her for getting too fat...so mean! and atleast she can get pregnant! Also, everyone is asking when i'm going to get pregnant and talking about how "cute" i'll look with my "little basketball belly". I just smile and nod and then end up taking it out on my poor hubby later. I've tried telling them that we're just letting SIL enjoy her pregnancy before we even try...but they don't seem to fully get it. All around bad weekend.
But on a good note, the itching seems to be going away (but I don't want to jinx it!)
But to cheer myself up I have been looking at my pics from my trip to Italy this summer. I LOVE Italy...the culture, the beach, the water, the food, it is the BEST!