Monday, February 8, 2010

To Test or Not to Test...I tested

I'm 14 days post trigger and I couldn't resist testing. My actual beta is Wednesday morning. Today I got a hideous BFN. All hope is lost...hubby thinks we should still hold on to hope until beta but I think I'm done with hoping. This sucks. I'm trying to stay cheerful, had a great sleep, have a beautiful new kitchen (after many many headaches and stressful moments this weekend). I guess i'll be enjoying a great glass a wine on Vday this weekend. Always look for the postives right?
Positive number 2: I'll get to stop the gross progesterone suppositories. I was tempted to just spot them today but decided to wait it out (i guess there is some secret hope still left in me)!

Moving on....

9 comments:

  1. When is your beta? Seriously LTB, it's not over til it's over. I will keep hoping for you.

    You rock for seeing the bright sides of a sucky news day. Awesome kitchen, vino, etc etc.

    Loves my friend!

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  2. I'm sorry to hear that but love that secret hope! (I do that too!)I'll be hoping & wishing for you too :)

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  3. Do NOT give up!! You are stronger than you give yourself credit!!

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  4. I'm sorry LTB! I'm hoping on Wed you get a positive, really really hoping. Hang in there!!

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  5. It's not over yet...don't give up! Still, I love your attitude...cheers to wine and goodbye to suppositories!!

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  6. Don't give up hope! It's not over until the bitch shows. Until then, keep up with those suppositories.

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  7. Sorry for the BFN but I'm with hubby, I still have hope and I'm praying for you!

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  8. It is still possible, so I am holding a tiny bit of hope for you over here! T&P for a surprise positive :-).

    Can you post some pics of your beautiful new kitchen?? Would love to see!

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  9. I'm thinking of you, hoping for a huge surprise tomorrow at your beta!!! And definitely post pics of your kitchen, I'm dying to see.

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