I feel lonely today. I feel sad. Not sure if its because my break is done and I'm dreading going back to work but I feel crappy. I feel fluish...(due to high doses of menopur????), dizzy, lethargic. All my siblings are getting together tonight and hubs and I can't go b/c we already invited a guy from his work over for dinner. I hate missing out on family fun. :(
Sometimes I get this totally anxious, lonely, hubs-can't-fix-it feeling and I dont' know how to fix it. Maybe go for a walk? ugh. I also feel like a semi-loser. I keep checking back to my blog site to see if anyone has updated. Then when I see they haven't I feel like a loser to be waiting to hear from someone! Am I just bored? have no life? loser?
anyways, cosmo and i are having a love fest on the couch right now...that should cheer me up a bit? No?
:)LTB
Restless
3 hours ago
I'm so sorry you in such a funk. I get in those moods too. I get in those moods where it's like I'm feeling down for no reason, and hubs can't help it, then he feels bad for not being able to help, so then I only feel worse for making him feel bad. I totally get it and I think it's normal when were going through all this hormonal crap. Just hang in there and know us in the blog world are always out here for ya!! :-)
ReplyDeleteI can totally relate to feeling lonely too...especially today. Hang in there.
ReplyDeleteI get in those moods too!! I also check blogger to see if anyone has update quite often when I am bored, you are not the only one.
ReplyDeleteI hope these comments put a smile on your face and you don't feel so lonely!!
Has your snuggling with cosmo done the trick? I am laying on the couch, wrapped in my snuggie (yes i have one and love it!), checking up on blogs, somewhat watching the last episode of Lost. Girl, if you are a loser... than I am a loser with an extra large blue snuggie!
ReplyDeleteI am hoping you can shake this funk off soon!
Boo so sad.....You will feel better, it does not help the weather is so crummy and not sunny like it has been. Have a nice hot cup of tea and relax tomorrow will be better. Take it from me...it always is better the next day.
ReplyDeleteHoping Cosmo helped you out, but I have days like that too. Going back to work after a long break is TOUGH. But the hardest part is that first morning, it's easier after that. Hoping that follie on the left GROOOOOWS all weekend long!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you have that feeling today. I've had it too and it sucks. I hope Cosmo got you out of your funk. And you're not a looser, we've all done that, I do it a lot and I have a big blue snuggie like "the millers" too. =)
ReplyDeleteBoo.:( I'm sorry you are in a funk. I get that way too. I blame the hormones and the bloating! Hope u feel better soon!
ReplyDeleteI totally get it, its so easy to get into those moods and it sucks! Hope you feel better soon darling and/or for Menopur to stop putting your mood down ((hugs))
ReplyDeleteSorry your feeling bleh and in a funk. I do the same thing though. I check my google reader and hope that someone updates so I will have something to respond too and hate the lulls. But then I go to work and get so behind again lol.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you were feeling lonely and sad last night...I hope today you feel more like yourself. The fertility drugs make feeling like yourself sooo hard!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear you were feeling yucky this weekend...hope that Cosmo and the hubs were able to cheer you up a bit! I always blame the hormones for my mood funks, they just suck big time. Hang in there hun!!!
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