I feel lonely today. I feel sad. Not sure if its because my break is done and I'm dreading going back to work but I feel crappy. I feel fluish...(due to high doses of menopur????), dizzy, lethargic. All my siblings are getting together tonight and hubs and I can't go b/c we already invited a guy from his work over for dinner. I hate missing out on family fun. :(
Sometimes I get this totally anxious, lonely, hubs-can't-fix-it feeling and I dont' know how to fix it. Maybe go for a walk? ugh. I also feel like a semi-loser. I keep checking back to my blog site to see if anyone has updated. Then when I see they haven't I feel like a loser to be waiting to hear from someone! Am I just bored? have no life? loser?
anyways, cosmo and i are having a love fest on the couch right now...that should cheer me up a bit? No?