Sunday, May 2, 2010

Nightmare on Parliament Street

I live on Parliament Street. And right now I feel (wish) I was having a horrible nightmare. After a long walk this afternoon I came home and found I was bleeding. Bright Red fresh blood. It dripped in the toilet. It went away after a few minutes and has not returned, but I'm freaking. I am going to my doctor at 7am and insisting on and ultrasound. I called my sister who is a doctor and she said there was no reason to go to the ER b/c they couldn't do anything anyways at this point. So, now I wait. Again. As always with fucking IF. I can't handle losing this pregnancy but I have a bad feeling that is about to happen. Please pray and cross everything you've got that I have no more bleeding and no cramping (I haven't had any yet).

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  1. I will be praying for you super hard tonight.

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  2. OMG, LTB I'm so sorry, I'm sure this has you worried and freaked out. I'm praying everything is ok. Really really praying things are good, this can't happen. Hang in there sweetie!!

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  3. I will be praying for you! I'm hoping that everything is ok. Huge hugs!

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  4. Ohhh no. NO.
    I'm so sorry. I will be praying extra hard for you. I hope everything is OK!!!!

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  5. Oh ltb, Im praying and crossing all my fingers and toes for you. Just try to be positive. Ive heard of a lot of people randomly bleeding like that and being ok. I hoping tomorrows appt shows everything is ok! Hugs :)

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  6. Prayers being sent!! It stopped....and thats the good thing. I'll pray that it is just your uterus stretching to make room for that little one. *Lots of HUGS to you*

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  7. Oh LTB, I'm so so sorry. I will be definitely praying for you and your little bean tonight. I had a bit of a scare myself today, so I SO know how you feel and its just so effing scary. I think the fact you aren't cramping is a good sign, praying it stops. It has to stop, thinking of you hun. Hoping so hard its all OK tomorrow morning. (((HUGS)))

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  8. Oh no, how scary! I'm definitely praying for you and your little one! I'm sure you've heard these stories before and I don't know if they're comforting or not (if not you can just ignore this), but I have a good friend who bled every day through her entire first trimester, and there was nothing wrong. It stopped by the fourth month and now she's doing great and due in July.

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  9. Praying so hard that everything is ok with your little one. I hope the bleeding stays AWAY and that you get reassurance tomorrow morning.

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  10. Thinking positive thoughts for you.

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  11. Oh my God, LTB. I am praying for you and your little bean. Please update us as soon as you can. (((hugs)))

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